I walk
I don't know when I started
I do not think
I do not even know where I'm going
but I'm going
The stabbing pain of budding blisters
I stubbornly pound my feet
walking past empty, nothingness
not toward home or any place of safety
Need of escaping
So focused
So focused on what I need to do
Get away,
away from everything
to become what I believe
Forward; forward with my aching feet
until I don't feel anymore
I don't need food or water
I don't need breath or life
I become an observer
My eyes see everything
when everyone else is passing by
Noticing the life I have
and the life I'm desperately reaching for.
Gnarling my fingers to get it in my grasp!
Hours feel like minutes
Wanting to disappear for days
not knowing where I'm going
falling off the flat of earth and unforgiving landscape
having no idea where I ended
Disappear with me
No spoken words to repeat
follow and lets begin
to the life we are fighting towards
Walk with no life to look behind
Walk away alone
and free myself from being me
only a ghost to be
that will always be chained
to this life that never felt like living
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